i'm so sick of crying, & then i cry over that
i thought it was fine now.
but it’s not fine
it’s never fine.
dear best friend,
sometimes i’m scared you only stick around because you’re in love with me
when you’re not in love with me anymore
will you go away?
love,
ellie
E!
it rained & it rained today! & i saw you! i saw you, & you were holding her! & he was holding me! & i think that’s how it always should be!