May 2011
1 post
October 2010
1 post
you didn’t ask me to the dance. so if you really were looking at me like you were jealous while i was with him, then fuck you. you didn’t ask me to the dance. i don’t know how many times i told your best friend that i wanted to go with you.
i kissed him in the backseat of the car. it was really good.
i fucking hate you still, for some reason.
when we all went out to eat and...
September 2010
2 posts
i had a dream that you told me you weren’t a virgin anymore. not after her, anyways. i woke up and i already forgot it. but i know that while i was dreaming i was so seething mad.
keepitinmyheart asked: oh shieeettt. i feel like you picked some of these words right out my brain. love this tumblr. it's been making me cry lol
August 2010
1 post
akn;d;fldffnk
i don;t even know what to say. to you, or you, or even you!
i saw you today. i you came to taylor’s house and you were just there and i was there and so was everyone else, and i we didn’t really say hi or truly acknowledge each other. i don’t know, thirty minutes later we both go towards the computer, and you’re looking at me and say, “how are you?” really...
July 2010
3 posts
dear impossible,
LESS THAN A MONTH AND YOU KISSED HER.
FUCK
YOU.
sincerely,
girl who gave you years
so now i hear that you rode your bike at five in...
a part of me wants him to tell the truth, and another part wants him to tell my truth.
i am one person in six billion. and i am convinced i am the only one who found out who you were. the only one who got that close, it’s so scary that we never realize that we never open ourselves up to anyone but one person. we let them into us. and they can so easily open our hearts and capture us. you end up sharing breaths, and you end up taking some of it away too. and then they’re...
FUCK, I'M SO MAD, WE HAD THAT AND YOU THREW IT...
I NEED TO BE KISSED
you don't have kisses, you share them
and so that’s what makes things hard, not being able to share them with someone because they dismiss you and what if you shared those kisses for years and they were your only kiss, and they were your milk kiss or your strawberry kiss or your chocolate kiss? you taste them everytime and sometimes its a different flavor but it’s still the same kiss. it’s horrid having to realize...
June 2010
95 posts
because i told you, i put my heart on the line, and you left it hanging. you wouldn’t understand. you’ve never been through this.
i know it’s bad, but i want to be really hot with a guy. i want him to push my bra straps down and kiss the skin that wasn’t showing before. i want him to hum into my ear while i pull him closer. i want him to come over while i’m making cake, and i want him to stick his fingers into the frosting, and i want us to get into a passionate food fight in which we both end up rolling on...
mm, kind of went away. i wish you could drive me...
I FEEL FINE WITHOUT YOU. I HOPE THIS LASTS.
i cry all the time, but who doesn't cry every...
i'm trying to get back with you, but am i doing it...
if you were my boyfriend, i’d ask you out everyday. i’d walk you to your doorstep, kiss your nose. if you were my boyfriend, i’d never pass up an opportunity to kiss you. if you were my boyfriend, i would stop being shy, i would laugh and jump and sing. if you were my boyfriend, i’d bake you cookies and blondies and pies. if you were my boyfriend we’d schedule...
i'm sad sad sad!
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it’s this innate hunger that rumbles through my stomach and rattles my ribcage which shatters through my heart until i am internally bleeding, and i just want to lay with you with the blinds closed and your shirt on the floor, and mine over my head. i want to scratch that itch, i want to pull that trigger, i want you to kiss me and forget about what’s behind the blinds, the window;...
it's never too late, stop saying it is
isn’t clingy because she cares . Isn’t psycho because she wants to know who your with . Isn’t doubtful because she fears losing you . Isn’t insecure because she thinks another girl isn’t pretty. She isn’t boring because you don’t see her dolled up anymore , she just feels comfortable . Don’t blame her if she doesn’t call you all the time , she doesn’t want you to think she’s crazy . She just wants...
i would've fought. i just didn't know i had to....
i think i'm always going to love him, this time,...
but i'm not okay, i'm not okay make this stop then
i don't know how to describe this hurt anymore
question: i know it's ridiculous, but really, we...
holding hands, making waves, drinking soup, defying gravity, kissing, humming, crying, cooking, living, breathing, blinking, shivering.
and you call me nothing now. do you realize what has been done?
you called me every night for four years, and during my first breakup you were the guy i called right after. you taught me how to kiss. how to ride a skateboard, how to understand ap history...
do you know how impossible it is for me to get over you?
our families are so intertwined. our friends are the same. your mother won’t stop talking to me. everyone i know knows you and i can’t handle it. you were in my house too much, we spooned in my bed, your stupid box lays right next to me when i sleep. you kissed my face, so that every time i look into the mirror i stop and wonder...
i did everything i could, so that's it i guess.
secret secret:
i’d like to be your girlfriend now.
stop it, he doesn’t want you, and if he does, too bad.
that’s what i keep saying in my head to myself.
all i've got to do is convince myself that you're...
Anonymous asked: YOU'RE WORTH IT.
agh, so stupid, but someone needs to tell me i'm...
i told you you were a natural born F L I R T
OMG YOU FUCKING SKEEZ THERE ARE SO MANY GIRLS
you know what i learned?
you shouldn’t let someone make you so weak, at least not now. hearts on your sleeve? pull it up and never let anyone see it so clearly again! everything hurts too much.
spilling your guts out on facebook is just stupid.
i swear, if i ever get you back we will take tons...
you think you can kiss me and slap my ass, and...
emilydonne:
(via iiloveyouu)
seriously shut up.
i see that you are upset but there are GOING to be people who kiss you (or slap your ass) and then date someone else.
shush.
i shouldn’t be apoligizing, but i will.
it’s just.. he was my boyfriend for.. well, a really long time. and we broke up.. two weeks ago.. and he’s just playing with my mind.
you can unfollow me,...
you think you can kiss me and slap my ass, and...
I'M SCARED BECAUSE I DON'T TRUST YOU
GET THIS STRAIGHT, DICK. I AM NOT EASY. IT'S JUST...
boys don't love with their hearts. because what's...
FUCK ME FOR LETTING YOU PUT YOUR HEAD IN MY LAP....
SO HERE;S WHAT I LEARNED ABOUT LIFE. YOU LOVE...